You suck at this

for now...

I learned about the value of creating media and sharing my thoughts online from a mentor of mine. He warned me that I would need thick skin, especially in the beginning.

I understood what he was saying in theory, but in practice, it was still brutal. I remember the first time I posted on TikTok; my post had over 20 shares and only 4 likes (including my mom and myself).

It was about 20 people I knew who didn't like the video and checked out my profile. I knew they were making fun of me. I heard from other sources too that my videos were being shared in college group chats with everyone making fun of me.

It was pretty brutal. I was nervous yet confident before, but after hearing those messages, I was very discouraged. However, I kept remembering two things:

1. I agreed with them—my video was bad. I didn’t know how to make a good video yet.

2. I had no reason to expect to be good the first time I tried something new.

   "There is no fruit which is not bitter before it is ripe."

   (The Moral Sayings of Publius Syrus, 561)

I had to be bad before I became good. I’m still on the journey. I become less bitter each day, getting closer and closer to becoming ripe.

I’m glad I didn’t quit that day. I’m glad I kept making bad videos and articles. Because each day they get less bad. And that makes me feel proud.

Next time you’re starting something new and you’re getting frustrated at your lack of talent, remember… "There is no fruit which is not bitter before it is ripe."

Question of the Day

Would you prefer to be good on your first day or earn your skill over time?

Your friend,

Noah BigNerd Sochaczevski